little information of my love story

I never seem to mention special friends now haha I'll tell you a little about it, last time had a boyfriend, my boy friend just make me an outlet -_- very unlucky, umm but after that I found the figure of people who can entertain me and treat my wounds but I am not sure with all this, I do not want to make him an outlet so I was not going out with him, still waiting for the right time